Friday, September 30, 2011
Peter's Change
Well being harassed by a ugly old man is never fun. When he is dating a friend of yours well thats even worse. To make things worse he took over my friends Facebook. I guess any friendship i had with Peter is over. Its sad because he can do better than that guy, and i like(d) him. well at least college is full of gays. Maybe i should forget about Peter and move on and just delete and block.
Friday, September 16, 2011
The wandering ways of love
So have you ever found someone that makes you smile? Ever found that person who, no matter what you do they can not be replaced? Have you ever found more than one of those people? at the same time?
Well I found one person, who means a lot to me, and that I believe I will fully be able to love one day, before I left for college who fit this description, well actually I met him in early june.
The funny thing is that I met his really close friend who, at first, seemed stand offish and rude, really grew on me and I have come to want to talk to him more and more.
OK so the moral of this story is really one that I have know idea about what I should do. Or how i should feel. Also this post proves the point I should not be writing at 7:45 am after a night out.
Well I found one person, who means a lot to me, and that I believe I will fully be able to love one day, before I left for college who fit this description, well actually I met him in early june.
The funny thing is that I met his really close friend who, at first, seemed stand offish and rude, really grew on me and I have come to want to talk to him more and more.
OK so the moral of this story is really one that I have know idea about what I should do. Or how i should feel. Also this post proves the point I should not be writing at 7:45 am after a night out.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Labor Day
One week of classes completed and I have already crashed and burned in my approach to the college social life Luckily I have a back up plan up my sleeve, so time to focus on me.
Now to understand why I have to act this way, you first need to understand that my personality is of a helper/ people pleaser. I always want to put other before myself, and I always get stuck in the dreaded friend-zone because of it.
So this is my public, but also private, declaration of freedom from myself. I will focus on myself to make me the best I can be in every way, then I will begin to look outward.
OK thats the plan. so its time to make the change. March onward
Now to understand why I have to act this way, you first need to understand that my personality is of a helper/ people pleaser. I always want to put other before myself, and I always get stuck in the dreaded friend-zone because of it.
So this is my public, but also private, declaration of freedom from myself. I will focus on myself to make me the best I can be in every way, then I will begin to look outward.
OK thats the plan. so its time to make the change. March onward
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Crazy
So i should be getting ready to walk to class, but i wanted to post on here before I did. I know my life is going kindda crazy and I have not had a lot of time to do too much on here, or even talk to Jack (WHICH is killing me btw). Any way this was to just let him know I miss him and think about him everyday. Well off to get more homework
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